I’m Sick Of Me Too, Honestly.

I really have to get to the point where I stop making promises to myself that I know I won’t keep.

We know my routine well, however this past year has been especially hard. But, at some point I truly have to stop making excuses.

God gave me a gift, and I’m wasting it. Be it because of my own self-doubt, fear, and/or grief and my struggle with that this past year; it’s still being wasted.

NaNoWriMo went horribly for me this year. My total word count by the end of November : ZERO.

The excitement was there. The idea and the story was there. I and my confidence and focus was not.

I do not know what the rest of this year will look like for me, content wise.

But I know that 2021 must be the year I take myself and my gift seriously, finally. I’ve seen the many wonderful things happening for others throwing caution to the wind and I have to stop asking “When is my turn Lord” and work for it.

See you all with greatness in the new year.

xoxo, Cortney.

Published by mypenwritesnice

Creative Soul. Artist. Perfectionist. Virgo.

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